Well, maybe I'm the faggot, America
7/28/2025
Boy these updates are getting rarer, aren't they? No worries. I try not to stress out about posting too much like I did earlier this year. Frankly, I'm just lazy.
I've been spending my energy finishing the outline skeleton draft for A Game of Cosmic Titans. Currently I would say it's about 80% done. The closer up the mountain I reach the definine ending, the more the fog of war makes it difficult to progress. Usually, the strides are good, but there's really just one big hurdle or two to overcome, and then I can say the outline and the story as a result is finally finished
Then it's just a matter of actually writing the first draft.
This Friday, I was staring at the outline—and not wanting to delay any longer, I decided it was a good time as any to take the skydive into the deep abyssal trench. It was time to write the first draft.
Friday night, I held myself accountable: "Tomorrow morning at work I'm going to start writing the first chapter itself, no matter what." And I accomplished just that. By the time I got home I already had a good portion of the opening chapter finished, so I spend the rest of the day finishing it, giving it a little polish, and now I can say it's a better version than the original first chapter I wrote more than 9 months ago.
Eventually, I will put up the fiction page for it on the Creative Writing section. I won't serialize it on RR just yet. I will wait until I have more backlog ready, but you'll have a sneak peak before it's on there. When will it be readily available there? At the moment, I can't put a soft deadline so as to not put pressure on myself. If I'm lucky—if I'm really lucky, it might be put up by September by a generous estimate, and December as a more reasonable estimate.
I wanted to write the second chapter at work yesterday, but I was feeling unexpectedly uncomfortable. It might've been something I ate, or maybe I drank a little too much that Saturday night. I was almost tempted to ask my manager if I could go home, but I decided against it. I need the money.
So, one thing I did neglect last update was when I was looking for all my old PC games, I actually rediscovered all the GameInformer magazines my younger brother used to share with me more than a decade ago. I had them stored away even after GI wiped everything and never gave them much thought. But I was happy to have them in my hands. It was nostalgic, a better time when I was still on good terms with him, but he's cut me out of his life entirely. I think nefarious evil actors found out who he was from my steam's FL and he learned how much of a degenerate I was—is my guess anyway. It is what it is.
Well anyway, I'm laying back on my recliner as I type this out, but I'll put them out and take pictures of the one I have. And who knows, maybe I'll scan them... somehow... to a internet archive, or something... I don't know, it'll be too much of a tedious process I don't think I'll have the energy for.
Here's the pic of them.
They are, starting from the top left to the right:
- #240: Thief
- #242: Infamous Second Son
- #243: Titanfall
- #247: The Order: 1866
- #248: Middle-Earth: Shadow of Mordor
- #249: Destiny
- #250: Evolve
- #251: Metar Gear Solid V
And the duplicates of 242 and 243. I don't remember how or why I got these; I think they were extra copies my brother had.
On a semi related note, my spartan library so far. And my incredibly modest Tanya the Evil shrine(all previous vols on my dusty kindle). Iliad is off-screen.
Berserk manga!!! Luckily, unlike a certain public writing discord I since left, I can post a few of the pages I wanted to post. This thing is such a beast! My boyfriend shipped me it as part of a package (we'll send them time to time), and it's just such a beast. I love it. I want to actually start reading it eventually.
Speaking of Berserk, my boyfriend showed me the first Berserk movie, the 2012 or whatever it was one. Man, it was such a incredible way to rewatch it this way. I was blown away by the quality. For the record, we skipped these deliberately at first to watch the TV sequel series—and I enjoyed it simply because of the story. I know, I know... CLANG CLANG CLANG. I have a higher tolerance for CG than most. Eventually we're going to watch the remaining two. I expressed my hype that if the quality was this good, man the Eclipse is going to be exciting to watch, but that's for another time.
We actually watched it dub, because the subs we were trying to encode didn't work at all. Oh well, compared to the '97 anime, it wasn't bad at all. Not that we had any choice either way.
Summer Anime 2025 Pitstop Review
Shows we ended up deciding to watch: Dress Up Darling Season 2, CITY the Animation, Night of the Sassy Cat, Busamen Gachi Fighter, Panty Stocking season 2, Bullet/Bullet, and Hyakuemu once it comes out.
Dress Up Darling Season 2
Originally, I watched season 1 with my best friend when it was airing, this time I'm watching it with my bf. It's been so long but the wait was worth it. There isn't much to say about 2-3 episodes (this sentence sums up this section well).
The new OP/ED are good, but the first season's were simply just more of a banger, especially the ED.
Man, Cloverworks really pulled off some breathing background designs, they're really good at those stuff.
CITY the Animation
Kyoani still got it. They captured the essence and magic of Nichijou well. Same author, of course. It's been a while since I've watched a 4koma gag-like anime. It's a cool show.
The author self insert was too real. I hope we actually get more of him and his assistance. Theyre my spirit animal.
He's literally me!
Nyaight of the Living Cat
What a goofy premise where in-universe its taken seriously. It's light hearted to us but it's grim for the characters. Sometimes, you just need a good sloppa from crushing reality, and this brings us to...
Busamen Gachi Fighter
Sometimes, you want to eat a 1$ burrito. Sometimes, you want to add 2.50$ to make it thicker and fatter. Wow, this is the kind of premise you don't see often. OP from the start but hiding the fact from the others. Cool! There's actually a webnovel I started following, New Life As A Max Level Archmage, that has a simiiar premise. I generally dislike litrpg and isekai like these, but surprisingly it's enjoyable. Power fantasies in moderation can be fun. I'm having fun. It's a fun show.
Panty and Stocking season 2
Wow, it really is like I went back 15 years and only a week passed since Gainax first ruined Christmas. They did it, they really, really did it. Trigger knocked it out of the ballpark and hit a blimp which crashed into the city. I'm so happy this is finally a reality. I actually teared up on the first episode because it was so beautiful. Trigger didn't disappoint one bit.
Now give me Watamote season 2 and I can commit sudoku without an ounce of regret.
So, that just leaves us with Bullet/Bullet and Levitatian. I actually forgot about Bullet until making this post so we haven't seen it yet. I was scarcely reading Levitaian reviews and apparently it actually kind of sucks. Bummer. Each 4 episodes focuses on each 3 books and the further it gets from the war the less interesting it gets. Not a good outlook for what's an American novel being adapted by the Japanese. I haven't looked into people's thoughts since then thoughbeit.
For airing anime I'm watching myself, it's mainly just the second season of Call of the Night Season 2, which I watched with my best friend when season 1 was airing. Uh... to be honest, I kinda just stopped watching stuff by myself these days. You may or may not remember when I talked about Off season Monogatari a few blog posts back—I put it off for nearly half a year before I binged it, and s2 of Gun Gale online. It takes me a long time to get into the mood to binge stuff. Not sure why. In the past before I watched stuff with my bf or my best friend I used to binge stuff all the time, but after getting into VRC it slowly stopped becoming a thing for me.
That's about it for airing anime. Non-airing, I think since last blogpost we finished up the remainder of Higurashi season 1, Bubblegum Crisis, and Last Exile! Last Exile was so good but the ending with some of the characters (like Dio) was kinda comcial, but that's GONZO for you. It was a good ride, I'm gonna miss that trancy OP. It was a true banger. Bubblegum Crisis was just... mmph, chef's kiss.
We started watching Hell Girl season 2 in the meantime, and we made some progress on rewatching Legend of the Galactic Heroes ova over the past week.
I think that's about it for the anime segment.
There hasn't been anything noteworthy in my life in general. I had a pretty nasty episode but I'll spare any details. Generally speaking, it's been stable and that's really all I want. I'm nearly done with Iliad: I'm somewhere in the Book of Shield of Achilles. After going through this entry I just now fininshed book 18: Shield of Achilles, and started on 19. I can't wait to start on Odyssey.
July's coming to a close and it's as hot as hell as ever. I have a working fan at work now at least. I look forward to what August may have in store. It feels kind of wrong to write this at the tail end of July when I'm going to update it with an August page anyway, probably. Oh well.
So until then, stay safe, drink water, don't die. Ja-neee.